Hi my name is Carol and I am fat....kinda sounds like a 12 step program huh? Hardly, let me tell
you my story.......
I was always the biggest girl in my classes all through school. Since I was always overweight, I
can only remember a short time when I was popular. That was when I was in a C cup bra and all
the other girls were flat! All the guys wanted me then and I let them all see and touch my breasts,
I loved being the center of attention! Later when I was in high school Lots of girls had tits and I
was just another fat girl to make fun of. I still fantasize being 14 in the back of Mark's car and
opening my blouse as the guys all fondled me, alas it is just a memory now ...
I have been on so many diets I can't remember them all, this one I am on now is so hard. I feel
like I am starving all the time, especially after my aerobics in the gym. If only I could just eat
some real food, I have been months on that liquid diet and I am sick of it even if I did lose 40
lbs. I am still embarrassed to be seen in the gym in my leotard, so I go at 6 am when there is no
one else there. This morning thought there was a guy in there, and he couldn't take his eyes off
me as I bent over pedaling that damn bike. Maybe tomorrow I better think about wearing some
makeup and a nicer top, hmmm.
Later the same evening....
God I have been thinking of that guy in the gym, all night he just kept starting at my
tits !! MMM I feel so nice as I tease each nipple with my nail and I close my eyes as I begin to
trail a finger over my cunt and dream, about him, touching me there. I go through wave after
wave of convulsions as I cum and cum. MMMMM that felt so good. Maybe I better eat some
more of those cookies and another dish of that ice cream I had after dinner. Oh damn, I ate all
the cookies, must have been eating when I was so revved up, and never noticed. Gosh, it sure
seems that every good thing in my life is connected with food or eating! MMM wouldn't it be
nice if I could find someone that could feed me at the same time he fed the ache in my heart. Oh
god, there are those feelings again stirring up my hot cunt, I get so hot and bothered when I eat
and start thinking about sexy stuff. Oh god, as I put the spoon down I can't wait to get my
hands back into my juicy cunt for another go round. It must be my twentieth time masturbating
in the last day or two. God I am on some kind of sexual high, and I want it so bad.
Still later...
God, I can't sleep, maybe a shot of whiskey will help, I think I have some CC left in the bottle
.MM that feels good going down, think I will have another, maybe a warm buzz will help get
that guy out of my trash mind. God I want another, but I better not cause I might get out of
control again. Like last week, when I drank till the sun came up and had only an hours' sleep
before work. I was feeling so good though, I like getting ripped. Maybe I will try to stay that way
next weekend mmm that is a hot thought. Ohhh god my pussy is dripping wet, I need to be
fucked so bad. God what would happen if that guy from the gym came over? Ohhh god finally I
am getting sleepy, I will have to reorder priorities in the A.M. MMMM god he looks good in that
thong, what is he bringing in??
Oh god three pounds of See's chocolates mm this dream is gonna get really good I better just
slip my hand in my panties for one more time....
To be continued....