Chapter 1
"Like your favorite candy, hidden in a box of chocolates, Las Mujeres may
be hard to find, but once found, it's never forgotten..." (From "Las
Mujeres: An Appetite for the Good Life", published by the LM Chamber of Commerce.)
Dear Sis,
I'm not sure if this letter will even get to you, based on the strange
events lately, but I figure I might as well try. Everything seems so
normal here now that it's becoming more difficult every day to remember
that things were quite different just a short time ago. But, I'm getting
my tongue tangled and ahead of myself. See, it started about six weeks
ago...
At first, I thought it was just me. I woke up tangled in Diana's sweet
embrace: her full breasts pressed tightly against my own, slightly smaller
ones; the protruding bulge of her soft, fat belly filling up the angle
described by my thighs and my chest; one of her thick thighs between my
own chunky thighs, while her other leg was tossed over my calf. Her breath
was warm on my shoulder and I could have stayed like that forever were it
not for the sudden roar of ravenous hunger that tore through my belly.
Why am I so hungry? I wondered, coming fully awake. I'd eaten dinner
last night: one of Diana's eternal low-calorie diet meals, but a filling
meal nonetheless, followed by some frozen yogurt while watching TV. There
was no reason I should be this hungry, yet I was. "God, I'm starving," I
said in a little whisper into her tangled hair.
"Me, too," Diana said, waking up, too. "I feel like I haven't eaten in
days. Why don't you get showered and ready for work -- I'm off today,
na-na na-na na na-na -- and I'll fix you some breakfast."
"Okay," I said, standing up and smacking her on the flat of her big fat
butt, watching the complex ripples the impact made on her soft cellulite
flesh.
"Ooh! That felt good!" she said, sticking the twin globes of flesh up
in the air. "I felt that shake all over my body. Mmmmm-mmmm! I guess there
are SOME advantages to being fat. C'mon: spank me again!" So, I did, a
couple of more times, each time she'd moan a little louder and stick her
reddening butt up a little further. We would probably have continued that
way for a while if the alarm-clock hadn't suddenly gone off, bringing us
back down to earth.
She wriggled across the sheets on her belly and slapped the off button,
then rolled over on her back, displaying her large floppy boobs and the
stretch-marked expanse of her fat belly. She ran her hand over the bulging
mound of tummy-blubber, then down to where it tangled in her golden
pussy-hair. "That made me so horny," she said. "But I know you've gotta
get out of here so... I'll just deal with it! Besides -- you know me:
horny, hungry, it's all the same thing. So, I'm just gonna go make us a
BIG breakfast!" With that, she rolled out of the bed and pulled on a tiny
pair of lacy bikini panties that did little more than cover her crack and
her furry patch, while leaving her butt hanging out in back and her belly
hanging over the waistband in front. She grabbed a t-shirt that had been
tossed over the back of a chair and pulled it over her head before
realizing that it was one of mine. It was skin-tight, clearly displaying
her nipples, the swollen rings of her areolae, the deep depression of her
belly-button, the cellulite bulges of her love-handles. She tried
stretching it down, but it stubbornly kept riding up, leaving a good two
inches of her fat stomach visible beneath its hem.
"Y'know," she said, "for a second there, I thought this was MY t-shirt,
and that somehow I'd gotten so fat that it didn't fit. And what's really
weird is: I felt kind of amused by it, and not upset at all!" She blew me
a kiss and headed off down the stairs, leaving that strange statement
echoing in my head.
"Occupying the top of the 4,600-foot Big Top Mesa in the majestic Corazon
de Cristo range of the Rocky Mountains, our city is home to nearly 40,000
people of ethnically and racially diverse backgrounds, united in their
love of the clean, mountain air, natural beauty, and the unhurried pace of
life that is impossible to find in less-secluded environs." (From "Las
Mujeres: An Appetite for the Good Life", published by the LM Chamber of
Commerce.)
The shower water felt great on my skin, and I let it run all over me
for a few minutes, catching in my hands the twin rivulets of water that
fell from the tips of my hard nipples. I thought of Diana's marvelous
body: the folds and rolls of blubber, the ripples and bulges, the way her
flesh moved in so many directions with an activity as simple as walking.
My hands massaged my own breasts as I thought of her heavy boobs, swaying
from side to side, the great weight of her belly riding up and down, the
undulation of her meaty thighs.
She'd been even heavier, I remembered -- nearly two-seventy at her peak
-- although now, at two-thirty, she was still as beautiful to me as ever.
She'd hated herself when she'd been so heavy, and even hated me for a
little while, since it was with my encouragement that she'd gotten so big.
Ever since I'd realized that I was attracted to my own sex, I knew that it
was specifically an attraction to heavy women. And Diana, my friend since
childhood, had been equally attracted to me. We'd been together nearly two
years before I'd confessed to her my fantasy of making her fatter;
although very hesitant, she agreed to help me realize that dream.
But her heart wasn't in it: she had too many issues with her weight to
just give in to my desires. She ate, although joylessly and mechanically,
and she put on weight at a rapid clip. Each day her body would expand, at
each meal she would eat until she was ready to burst, each night I would
praise her and minister to her every want and desire; but with each pound
she gained, she became more withdrawn, more despondent, more angry with me
for doing this to her and more angry at herself for allowing herself to go
along with it. Eventually, I stopped encouraging her and she stopped
eating, and began losing weight as quickly as she'd gained it. We didn't
talk about it, and I couldn't fault her for her reaction to my selfish
demands. Eventually, she grew happier and our love regained its vigor,
although it became a wiser love than it had been.
Still, there was something about this morning, I thought, that seemed
different -- slightly altered. My stomach gave another loud rumble while I
ran through our little spanking scene as if it were a movie, rewinding
again and again to my favorite parts: her attempts to pull the small shirt
over her swollen stomach, her rolling over on her back and running her
hands over the gravity-defying bulge of her belly. I stroked the little
bulge of my own belly, imagining what it would look like and feel like if
it were as fat as Diana's. I arched my back and puffed my stomach out as
far as it would go, then ran my hands all over the taut and smooth wet
surface.
Why not just do it myself, I thought. I've spent all my life admiring
the shapes and movements of fat women -- why not become one myself? The
hunger in my stomach -- why not use it, I thought. Why not eat with total
abandon? Why not stuff myself with all the passion I'd put into stuffing
Diana? Why not gorge myself at every meal? Why not expose myself to other
people's comments about my appetite, my burgeoning body, my obvious lack
of any self-control? My hands had moved between my thighs as I pictured
myself growing fatter and fatter, swelling over even the biggest clothes,
eating supermarkets-full of food, becoming insatiably, monumentally obese.
My fingers were in constant motion deep inside me and soon the heat began
spreading out from my thighs into my belly and up my spine, until I
exploded in a knee-buckling orgasm that left me shivering and twitching on
the floor of the stall shower.
When I came downstairs, energized and full of resolve to begin my
gorging right then, I was shocked at the scene in the kitchen. Diana was
standing in front of the stove with her back to me and the huge round
bulge of her butt almost completely exposed. But, as enticing as that view
was, it wasn't what shocked me: instead, my attention was drawn to the
enormous stack of pancakes piled high on two plates right next to her. She
tossed another giant flapjack onto one of the already-overflowing plates,
then poured some more batter in the hot pan, saying, "I know this looks
like a lot, but if you're as hungry as I am, I'm not sure even this much
is going to be enough! Go grab the butter and the syrup and some jam from
the fridge, would you? I'm just about done."
Returning to the table, I was greeted by my lover turning around and
placing a stack of fifteen pancakes in front of me. "Eat up," she said,
slathering gobs of butter and jelly in-between each of her pancakes, then
drowning the whole stack in so much syrup that it began dripping over the
edge of the plate. "And don't worry if you can't finish, because I'll be
glad to help!" I watched, dumbfounded as she took one huge forkful into
her mouth, then followed it with another and another.
Afraid that she might realize what she was doing, or that she might
finish before me and start working on my portion, I began eating
furiously, too, so that in a few minutes, both our plates were empty of
pancakes and we were each mopping up the little pools of syrup and gobs of
jelly with our fingers. When her plate was spotless, Diana leaned back in
her chair and patted her swollen stomach with both hands, saying, "That
was great! I haven't felt this good about a meal in ages! And -- believe
it or not -- I think I'm even still hungry!"
"I can't believe you," I said. "Where did this come from? What happened
to your diet?"
"'Diet?'" she asked. "Never heard the word before. Now, I don't know
about you, but in about two minutes, I'm going to be ready for another
round of pancakes..."
"I don't know..." I said. "I mean, I'm actually still a little hungry,
too, but it's just breakfast and I think I'm never going to get my jeans
closed."
"Well, then, that's the start of a GOOD day! But -- don't force
yourself. If you don't want any more, it'll just be more for me!"
"Like hell," I said, suddenly feeling very competitive. "If you're
having more, then so am I!" She got up to start making more batter and I
came around behind her, feeling the convexity of my full stomach fill up
the hollow of her back, while my hands reached around her and rested on
the swollen bulge of her inflated gut.
"Big enough for you?" she asked, and I mmmm-ed my assent in her ear.
"It is? You mean you wouldn't want to see me get any fatter?"
A little hesitantly, I answered, "Only if YOU want to get fatter."
"It's not so much that I want to get FATTER, as much as it is that I
want to EAT like this all the time and not CARE if I get fatter."
"What about me?" I asked. "What do you think about me getting fatter?
About me eating as much as you and the two of us becoming huge together?"
"I think that that would be the sexiest thing I could ever imagine!"
She turned around and kissed me deeply and long -- yet managed to avoid
burning the pancakes...
"But, what else does Las Mujeres have to offer beyond the awe-inspiring
vistas surrounding our Big Top?" (From "Las Mujeres: An Appetite for the
Good Life", published by the LM Chamber of Commerce.)
By the time I finally got out to the car, I was running a little late
and I was more stuffed than I'd ever been in my life. Just to get myself
into the seat, I had to unzip my jeans all the way, pull the denim aside
and lift my belly over the fabric. Then, pulling out of the driveway, I
remembered that it was my turn to bring in the donuts to work. It was a
strange ritual, the donut thing, since virtually all of the women I worked
with at The Times professed to be on diets, yet donuts were de rigeur and
always managed to disappear by the end of the day.
I pulled into the parking lot of Falstaff's Donuts, surprised at how
many cars there were. I thought about trying to zip up my jeans, but
hoped, instead, that my long, loose shirt would hide the evidence of my
overindulgence. I'd been forced to park far away from the store and on my
way across the lot, I noticed several cars, each recently pulled in to the
spot, with the driver furiously trying to close their pants and make
themselves presentable. There were also drivers who'd just returned to
their cars, oblivious to my stares as they closed the doors and began
ripping into the boxes of pastries they'd just purchased.
Inside, it was a madhouse. The line was ten times longer than I'd ever
seen it, and no one was purchasing less than four dozen at a time. There
were mostly women on line, but a few men, too, and I couldn't help but
notice the way some of the crowd were staring at the bins of pastries,
practically salivating; some were rubbing their bellies over their shirts,
while one guy, with a huge gut cantilevering out over his belt, had
reached his hand up under the shirttails and was massaging his massive
beer-belly.
Linda and Louise behind the counter were running back and forth trying
to accommodate the crowds, yet managed, somehow, to have time to grab a
donut for themselves every now and then, taking a big bite before putting
on the latex gloves and grabbing an empty box. The smells of sugary
sweetness, warm oil, and baking cakes began getting to me, and I was
shocked to discover that, by the time I finally got to the counter, that I
was hungry again. "Getting fat is going to be easy -- a piece of cake," I
thought, "if I stay this hungry all the time."
"What'll it be?" Linda asked after swallowing a mouthful of chocolate
creme donut." I told her I needed six dozen assorted, planning that even
if I managed to finish an entire dozen in the car, that'd still leave me
with four times as many donuts as I usually brought in, plus another dozen
for me for the ride home! "Y'sure that'll be enough?" she asked with a
smile as she put my order on the counter. She tied the boxes in two stacks
of three and when I took out my wallet, she said that it was on the house
today. I was incredulous, but she just took another bite of her donut,
wiped a bit of creme from her cheek, then said, "You enjoy 'em, that's
all. Next!"
It was really strange, but it seemed to explain the incredible crowds,
which had gotten even bigger by the time I was leaving. Of cours, the
price didn't explain why, on the way back to my car, I passed vehicle
after vehicle where the driver and passengers were sitting with open boxes
of donuts, filling their faces without any concern. As a result of all the
vehicle-based gorging, there were no available spots and the parking lot
was becoming a zoo, with people just leaving their cars anywhere, blocking
people in, double parking, sometimes even forgetting to set the emergency
brake in their single-minded desire to get their free donuts. The smell of
pastries permeated my entire car with its delicious perfume, and although
I was tempted to begin chowing right there, I decided I had enough
willpower to wait until I got out of that insane parking lot.
Maneuvering was tricky, but it was only a minute before I was out on
Russell Road, steering with one hand, while untying the string around the
boxes with the other. Without caring what variety I grabbed, I took the
first donut I touched and stuffed it whole into my waiting mouth. It was
delicious, but instead of sating my hunger, it seemed to intensify it, so
that it was only a couple of seconds before I was reaching for another.
Luckily, I was looking at the road while rooting around in the box, so I
managed to suddenly switch lanes and avoid hitting anyone when the right
lane all of a sudden came to a full stop. A few yards down the road, the
reason for the jam-up became obvious, when I passed the drive-thru burger
restaurant and saw that the line of cars for egg and biscuit sandwiches
had stretched so long that it took up the entire shoulder; cars that made
the decision to get into line too late had stopped in the roadway with
their signals on, hoping that someone would let them cut in.
That's so strange, I thought, for that to happen at the donut place and
here on the same day. Then, as I passed the competing burger chain, and
the bagel shop and the couple of delis along the road, and saw the same
scene repeated at each place, I began to wonder what was going on. At
every traffic light, I could see in the cars next to me, the drivers and
the passengers all eating with abandon, oblivious to the potential for
disapproving glares from onlookers. Of course, anyone looking into my car
would've seen the same behavior as I plowed through the entire box of
donuts, finishing the last morsel as I pulled into the parking lot of the
newspaper where I worked.