Not that I have cancer, but, y'know, I can't imagine it being sunshine and lollipops.
But no, what also sucks is a damned-if-you-do-damned-if-you-don't position, much like the one I'm in now.
Y'see, there exists the possibility that I might be able to get a job on the other side of the country doing who-knows-what for a *lot* of money. It's attractive for quite a few reasons, not the least of which being that my parents are damn-near broke right now, and if I had a decent job I could send some money back so they won't lose the house.
That said, I'm damn-near a shut-in. I have a limited social circle at this point, and it would be non-existent should I up and move a couple thousand Ks away. It would be in a very isolated part of the country (north of Edmonton, which basically puts you in hell) complete with all its implications; limited contact with the outside world, etc..
Now, I'm obviously pretty torn. It's an attractive option for both the money and the opportunity to make something of myself, so to speak, but to say it's without its downsides is folly.
I'm not sure what I'm looking for, here. Not really advice; it's my decision to make.
I guess I was just looking to get it off my chest. Yeah, that's the ticket.
But no, what also sucks is a damned-if-you-do-damned-if-you-don't position, much like the one I'm in now.
Y'see, there exists the possibility that I might be able to get a job on the other side of the country doing who-knows-what for a *lot* of money. It's attractive for quite a few reasons, not the least of which being that my parents are damn-near broke right now, and if I had a decent job I could send some money back so they won't lose the house.
That said, I'm damn-near a shut-in. I have a limited social circle at this point, and it would be non-existent should I up and move a couple thousand Ks away. It would be in a very isolated part of the country (north of Edmonton, which basically puts you in hell) complete with all its implications; limited contact with the outside world, etc..
Now, I'm obviously pretty torn. It's an attractive option for both the money and the opportunity to make something of myself, so to speak, but to say it's without its downsides is folly.
I'm not sure what I'm looking for, here. Not really advice; it's my decision to make.
I guess I was just looking to get it off my chest. Yeah, that's the ticket.
