I want to start 2006 properly. I guess I don’t know where I admit this and I guess I don’t really need to say it, because most people online and most people in real life know this. I have a problem with alcohol, I’ve had a problem since I was about 13 years old. I don’t think I’m an alcoholic, I don’t have to drink everyday… but when I do start drinking I CANNOT stop, until the pub shuts or my money runs out. I will happily drink until I black out. In fact at least two or three times a week I will drink so much I can’t remember past the first hour or two of drinking.
I’m drunk now. And I’m going to regret admitting this tomorrow. But why not start regretting a night of honesty rather than a night of absolute drunkenness.
I used to have a drug problem as many people who speak to me online will know. And I managed to beat that. I don’t want to give up alcohol though. Other than my college work, alcohol is all I have. I would love to know how to limit and deal with alcohol.
By the way. I’m not so much asking for advice or sympathy. I’m starting this year off with complete honesty, I don’t want to hide it anymore.
I’m drunk now. And I’m going to regret admitting this tomorrow. But why not start regretting a night of honesty rather than a night of absolute drunkenness.
I used to have a drug problem as many people who speak to me online will know. And I managed to beat that. I don’t want to give up alcohol though. Other than my college work, alcohol is all I have. I would love to know how to limit and deal with alcohol.
By the way. I’m not so much asking for advice or sympathy. I’m starting this year off with complete honesty, I don’t want to hide it anymore.
