How long did it take? Or have you yet to fully accept that you "want" to be fat? I started a diet on weight watchers with intention of becoming socially acceptable only to come face to face with the fact that what I really want is to be fatter.
Choosing and desiring obesity are so socially repugnant I find it hard to embrace, consciously. However my most ingrained desires are attached to being very large.
I was hoping someone might relate and aid me in accepting my haunting need to be fat and get fatter.
Thank you
Fatmac
Choosing and desiring obesity are so socially repugnant I find it hard to embrace, consciously. However my most ingrained desires are attached to being very large.
I was hoping someone might relate and aid me in accepting my haunting need to be fat and get fatter.
Thank you
Fatmac
