I have been a member here for a bit, but have yet to post in here..not sure why..just havent had anything to say.
Some of you may know, but most dont, that I am not close with my family. My mom did something that I just have never been able to forgive her for. Although its been about 5 years, we just, dont have a relationship. We have not spoken in about 2 years.
She called me tonight, out of the blue. She called to tell me that my brother died. Its the type of phone call you never expect. It surely caught me off guard. I havent spoken to my brother in a few years, but we were definitly close growing up.
Im going to go back home for the first time in a long time for the funeral. Its going to be hard on a lot of levels. Not only for the death of my brother, but because I will face a lot of things that I have sort of , run away from, so I didnt have to deal with them. Its going to be an emotional hell. But I feel like I have to do it.
Maybe you guys could say a few prayers for my mom. Even though we werent close, I know she is in so much pain. My brother would have been 30 in October. I feel bad for her.
I think this may open the doorway to the start of a relationship between us. Im both happy, and fearful at the same time
Some of you may know, but most dont, that I am not close with my family. My mom did something that I just have never been able to forgive her for. Although its been about 5 years, we just, dont have a relationship. We have not spoken in about 2 years.
She called me tonight, out of the blue. She called to tell me that my brother died. Its the type of phone call you never expect. It surely caught me off guard. I havent spoken to my brother in a few years, but we were definitly close growing up.
Im going to go back home for the first time in a long time for the funeral. Its going to be hard on a lot of levels. Not only for the death of my brother, but because I will face a lot of things that I have sort of , run away from, so I didnt have to deal with them. Its going to be an emotional hell. But I feel like I have to do it.
Maybe you guys could say a few prayers for my mom. Even though we werent close, I know she is in so much pain. My brother would have been 30 in October. I feel bad for her.
I think this may open the doorway to the start of a relationship between us. Im both happy, and fearful at the same time
