I don't know how other people feel, but I often feel like an outcast because I'm so ugly. I never go outside alone because I fear people looking at me and thinking I'm a freak. I go to college once a week, (where I'm quiet and when I walk around I walk with my head down) and other than that I never leave my house sober. No, it's not because I'm fat. It's because I'm ugly. I hate the way I look. I often cry infront of the mirror because I'm disgusted with the way I look. Why do I have to be such a monster? What did I do to deserve it? Why do I have to feel like a social outcast when other people can just get on with their lives?
The thing is; I know many fat people feel this way too. But honestly, I don't feel this way because I'm fat. I actually like my body (apart from the excess hair) but it's made me wonder if most people feel this way? Utter disgust at a part of their body? Is anyone, even supermodels, ever happy with the way they look?
The thing is; I know many fat people feel this way too. But honestly, I don't feel this way because I'm fat. I actually like my body (apart from the excess hair) but it's made me wonder if most people feel this way? Utter disgust at a part of their body? Is anyone, even supermodels, ever happy with the way they look?
