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I'm a closet FA.
For years I had fantasies about fat people and getting fat myself, but didn't realize that I was an FA till I stumbled across bigcuties.com a couple of years ago. I couldn't help myself! Now, everywhere I look, I find myself attracted to fat girls. Chubby, portly, huge.
I am (or at least I think I am, being as I'm new to this whole thing) strange in the fact that I also like skinny girls and wouldn't mind getting fat myself.
Anyway, my question is, is there a good reason for me to stop being a closet FA? What would it gain me? And how can I do it without immense "persecution." Keep in mind I'm currently at a Christian college that would more than likely look down on such a "fetish." Heck, as a Christian, I feel pretty torn up about this "fetish" myself.
Anyway...advice? Why stop being a closet FA? And how? And (on a somewhat different subject) why do I feel guilty about being an FA at all? Your help is appreciated.
For years I had fantasies about fat people and getting fat myself, but didn't realize that I was an FA till I stumbled across bigcuties.com a couple of years ago. I couldn't help myself! Now, everywhere I look, I find myself attracted to fat girls. Chubby, portly, huge.
I am (or at least I think I am, being as I'm new to this whole thing) strange in the fact that I also like skinny girls and wouldn't mind getting fat myself.
Anyway, my question is, is there a good reason for me to stop being a closet FA? What would it gain me? And how can I do it without immense "persecution." Keep in mind I'm currently at a Christian college that would more than likely look down on such a "fetish." Heck, as a Christian, I feel pretty torn up about this "fetish" myself.
Anyway...advice? Why stop being a closet FA? And how? And (on a somewhat different subject) why do I feel guilty about being an FA at all? Your help is appreciated.
