EvaDestruction
Active Member
am i the only one who feels like im trying to hide a fucking zebra in a room full of people with this?
it just seems to be eating away at me trying to not 'like what i like.' losing my fucking mind it seems.
ive been with my boyfriend for a year now and it's gotten to the point where i dont want to touch his middle. every part of me screams inside that it's what i want to touch; what i need to touch. but i cant; i go around it all.
i feel as though i shouldnt want to and that it does nothing but make him already more uncomfortable with extra weight as well as thinking theres something wrong with me.
i love him to death but all i feel now is that i wont ever be satisfied because of my own strange likes and ill never be comfortable with being honest with him or anyone else.
it just seems to be eating away at me trying to not 'like what i like.' losing my fucking mind it seems.
ive been with my boyfriend for a year now and it's gotten to the point where i dont want to touch his middle. every part of me screams inside that it's what i want to touch; what i need to touch. but i cant; i go around it all.
i feel as though i shouldnt want to and that it does nothing but make him already more uncomfortable with extra weight as well as thinking theres something wrong with me.
i love him to death but all i feel now is that i wont ever be satisfied because of my own strange likes and ill never be comfortable with being honest with him or anyone else.
