hedonist
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Been lurking on here for a while ever since I sort of realised that I'm into bigger guys. I mean I never really thought about it although I did very quickly figure out that I found my hubby sexier after he got a bit chubby 
I'm generally not a very sexual person, but when "certain circumstances" made me very hormonal and horny I realised what I really needed at the time was to seek out BHM/FFA themed sites and exploring what fantasies were developing in my head. As written above, I'm married so my head is where these fantasies are going to stay! But it does get the better of me sometimes... hence trying to share here what I haven't really been able to tell anyone else IRL. Sorry for the essay
So the other day at the office we were getting a burglar alarm installed, 2 guys had come to install it and were making a racket downstairs in the hallway. Downstairs is also where our only loo happens to be, so eventually I had to make my way there.. As I turned around at the bottom of the stairs, I saw him. About 5'10, brown hair, the security company's uniform polo shirt just a wee bit too tight on him clearly showing his round belly and moobs as he was standing right there blocking my way to the ladies' room.. (I'm rubbish at estimating weight but I don't think I could've reached around him and touch my own hands, though it might've been close)..
In between drilling holes in the wall to install the alarm he must have heard me come downstairs because he also turned and just smiled at me shyly saying "Oh I'm sorry, I'm in your way.." He was totally gorgeous, had the sweetest smile as he looked at me and I walked past looking at the floor, probably mumbling something stupid like "It's ok, I'm sorry for disturbing you while you're working.." Not sure, I can't quite remember. I just felt like a school girl with a silly hallway only crush, you know, the types you just stare at from far off but never feel the confidence to do something about. Add to that I'm happily married so I'd better not be saying anything at all!!
When I came back upstairs I couldn't help but say SOMETHING to someone so I kind of blurted out something about one of the guys being "teddy bear-like cute" to my only female co-worker.. She quickly ran downstairs to check but was clearly disappointed not to find someone not quite her type. (Honestly, did the teddy bear thing not tip her off?! :doh: )
Anyway... so that's that. I don't know his name or anything. I figured maybe writing it down will help me get over this current obsession... and wondering how guilty I should be feeling about this towards my husband...
Thanks for reading
I'm generally not a very sexual person, but when "certain circumstances" made me very hormonal and horny I realised what I really needed at the time was to seek out BHM/FFA themed sites and exploring what fantasies were developing in my head. As written above, I'm married so my head is where these fantasies are going to stay! But it does get the better of me sometimes... hence trying to share here what I haven't really been able to tell anyone else IRL. Sorry for the essay So the other day at the office we were getting a burglar alarm installed, 2 guys had come to install it and were making a racket downstairs in the hallway. Downstairs is also where our only loo happens to be, so eventually I had to make my way there.. As I turned around at the bottom of the stairs, I saw him. About 5'10, brown hair, the security company's uniform polo shirt just a wee bit too tight on him clearly showing his round belly and moobs as he was standing right there blocking my way to the ladies' room.. (I'm rubbish at estimating weight but I don't think I could've reached around him and touch my own hands, though it might've been close)..
In between drilling holes in the wall to install the alarm he must have heard me come downstairs because he also turned and just smiled at me shyly saying "Oh I'm sorry, I'm in your way.." He was totally gorgeous, had the sweetest smile as he looked at me and I walked past looking at the floor, probably mumbling something stupid like "It's ok, I'm sorry for disturbing you while you're working.." Not sure, I can't quite remember. I just felt like a school girl with a silly hallway only crush, you know, the types you just stare at from far off but never feel the confidence to do something about. Add to that I'm happily married so I'd better not be saying anything at all!!
When I came back upstairs I couldn't help but say SOMETHING to someone so I kind of blurted out something about one of the guys being "teddy bear-like cute" to my only female co-worker.. She quickly ran downstairs to check but was clearly disappointed not to find someone not quite her type. (Honestly, did the teddy bear thing not tip her off?! :doh: )
Anyway... so that's that. I don't know his name or anything. I figured maybe writing it down will help me get over this current obsession... and wondering how guilty I should be feeling about this towards my husband...
Thanks for reading
