AppreSheAte
Well-Known Member
ask themselves why did I do that, after stuffing themselves silly?
It seems like I get into a mood or something where I just want to try to see how much I can eat, and how big I can make myself look in one day or in just one night, and then go bananas trying to eat, and eat, and eat. Sometimes I just keep snacking while doing something else like watching TV or working on the computer, but I am also intent on making my stomach bigger and bigger and bigger, until I can barely sit up.
does anyone else have this problem? i guess i am just really into it and enjoy feeling and looking fatter and fatter, but if i keep this up i know i am going to get absolutely huge! sometimes i feel totally guilty when i just can't eat anything more, but boy do i like seeing how far my belly is sticking out in the mirror. still i also feel guilty and wonder if i will ever meet someone who could understand this fascination i have with gaining and overeating.
just wondering if others are confused like me.
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It seems like I get into a mood or something where I just want to try to see how much I can eat, and how big I can make myself look in one day or in just one night, and then go bananas trying to eat, and eat, and eat. Sometimes I just keep snacking while doing something else like watching TV or working on the computer, but I am also intent on making my stomach bigger and bigger and bigger, until I can barely sit up.
does anyone else have this problem? i guess i am just really into it and enjoy feeling and looking fatter and fatter, but if i keep this up i know i am going to get absolutely huge! sometimes i feel totally guilty when i just can't eat anything more, but boy do i like seeing how far my belly is sticking out in the mirror. still i also feel guilty and wonder if i will ever meet someone who could understand this fascination i have with gaining and overeating.
just wondering if others are confused like me.
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