shadowedmorning
Well-Known Member
I hate myself. I look in the mirror and I can barely stand to leave the house. Online, I'm popular, and people even say I'm pretty (I've gotten very good at taking pictures).
But I know if they were to see me in person, see how fat I am, they would probably never speak to me again. And I hate knowing that. And I hate myself for being this way. I'm ashamed.
I guess I'm here because I needed to find a place where I don't have to pretend I'm not exactly what I am. I don't even know if this is the right place, but I'm running out of places to look.
I just want to not hate myself for 5 minutes.
But I know if they were to see me in person, see how fat I am, they would probably never speak to me again. And I hate knowing that. And I hate myself for being this way. I'm ashamed.
I guess I'm here because I needed to find a place where I don't have to pretend I'm not exactly what I am. I don't even know if this is the right place, but I'm running out of places to look.
I just want to not hate myself for 5 minutes.
