This post could go in the FA Forum or the Health Forum it's a tossup.
Recently because of a calm non-fat shaming talk with my doctor I have decided to change the way I have approached eating for my entire life. The reason is because I am borderline type 2 diabetic.
I am a fairly stout guy for my height 5'7" 272lbs In addition to being an FA I have always loved/indulged in food. I don't mind being a fat guy but I really don't want to become diabetic.
Since I have started to change the way I eat I sort of feel like I am betraying my FAness. I love fat women and love food. Now I am throwing the half of my loves overboard.
It's creepily made me feel like more of a feeder because since I can't eat I whole chocolate cake in one sitting I really want to watch someone else do so.
Could this be the reason why many thin relatives go from Fat Shaming to Feeding. At least they can get vicarious pleasure out of watching someone else eat?
I really feel conflicted about changing my ways. Input would be appreciated.
Recently because of a calm non-fat shaming talk with my doctor I have decided to change the way I have approached eating for my entire life. The reason is because I am borderline type 2 diabetic.
I am a fairly stout guy for my height 5'7" 272lbs In addition to being an FA I have always loved/indulged in food. I don't mind being a fat guy but I really don't want to become diabetic.
Since I have started to change the way I eat I sort of feel like I am betraying my FAness. I love fat women and love food. Now I am throwing the half of my loves overboard.
It's creepily made me feel like more of a feeder because since I can't eat I whole chocolate cake in one sitting I really want to watch someone else do so.
Could this be the reason why many thin relatives go from Fat Shaming to Feeding. At least they can get vicarious pleasure out of watching someone else eat?
I really feel conflicted about changing my ways. Input would be appreciated.
