Sidewinder
Member
Hi fellow FA's
I wanted to ask for some opinions on my situation, I've read alot of posts here about FA being your sexuality/orientation and I have a pretty serious life situation related to this.
I've bee dating a totally beautiful, petite but curvy girl for 6 years, I adore her completely, and we are best friends, but we've never clicked sexually, there really was no spark as such.
We very rarely engage in sex and I generally feel unfulfilled. I know exactly why, its because shes too small, and my brain is just not aroused by smaller women. I've been in counselling for the past 5 years trying to deal with the problem, I've done thousands of google searches about lack of chemistry / lack of sexual attraction and there are no answers.
Heres the rub, she wants us to marry and have a baby, she is now 36 and her body clock is ticking loudly. But I am an FA, and a deep seated desire in me is to be with a BBW, where I feel totally fulfilled, I feel if im not with a BBW I'm missing out on my birthright.
I have had several highly flings in the past with plus sized women and have been totally aroused and totally satisfied.
So my question is, can I change my deep routed desire to be with a BBW so I can make it work with my current partner???? is anyone here fighting the urge fr the sake of their loved one? Any help would be much appreciated.
I wanted to ask for some opinions on my situation, I've read alot of posts here about FA being your sexuality/orientation and I have a pretty serious life situation related to this.
I've bee dating a totally beautiful, petite but curvy girl for 6 years, I adore her completely, and we are best friends, but we've never clicked sexually, there really was no spark as such.
We very rarely engage in sex and I generally feel unfulfilled. I know exactly why, its because shes too small, and my brain is just not aroused by smaller women. I've been in counselling for the past 5 years trying to deal with the problem, I've done thousands of google searches about lack of chemistry / lack of sexual attraction and there are no answers.
Heres the rub, she wants us to marry and have a baby, she is now 36 and her body clock is ticking loudly. But I am an FA, and a deep seated desire in me is to be with a BBW, where I feel totally fulfilled, I feel if im not with a BBW I'm missing out on my birthright.
I have had several highly flings in the past with plus sized women and have been totally aroused and totally satisfied.
So my question is, can I change my deep routed desire to be with a BBW so I can make it work with my current partner???? is anyone here fighting the urge fr the sake of their loved one? Any help would be much appreciated.
