Hello to all. My name's Joe, and I'm Waaaay to fat... for my wife of 10 years liking that is. This is being pretty open for a first post but I have no one to talk to about my troubles... so here it goes.. I'm having some issues dealing with being overweight, although I have been all my life, my wife is really making me feel bad about it. However I was told by a very attractive lady out of the blue the other day about "FFA"s and "BHM's" she says she was one & I was SHOCKED. I had never heard of such a thing before. She told me to google it & thats how I ended up here. I myself love BBW's and always have been more attracted to bigger girls, I don't know if its because I feel more normal around them or what, but I think they are hot either way. I am married with three kids and my wife is a size 22. I'm super attracted to her but we have not had sex in 3 months and only about 8 times in the last year. We do have good sex though "she says", not on my end its not. I feel like I'm getting used. We only have sex when "she" wants to and never when I want to. She always gets hers quick and then shes done, thats it, game over. DRIVES ME CRAZY!! I know she is not attracted to me though because of my size. I feel like a human dildo! And a barely used one at that.. What should I do. I feel like giving up and like I'm only with her because of the kids....I need to be loved more....but I cant seem to loose the weight for her.. Should I move on and look for someone who love's me & is attracted to me, or what should I do???? She knows how I feel, we have talked at length about this...she loves me, but she is not attracted to me... I feel like this is all my fault because I have gained so much weight in the past ten years...Unhappy in Indiana...
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