Edens_heel
Well-Known Member
This is a rather difficult post to write, but I need to do it as I've been having difficulty justifying my use of dimensions as of late. I've been a lurker for years, coming here when I needed help justifying my appreciation of larger men and women, and within the past year even gone so far as to try and become a member. for a while it was fantastic, but in the end I just never posted all that often as I rarely saw the need for most of the forum threads from my own perspectives. I never felt that my opinions would have had much bearing on things and in truth, a great number just held no interest for me. Like talking about the same things again and again - you can only do it so much.
As a result of this my attention to the site has waned over the past few months. but I have been having some other difficulties as well, namely the fact that first and foremost I am now in love so am not so inclined to fawn over others. Second is the increased role that health and fitness is taking in my life these days. I'm not saying that BBW's are not fit or healthy as a great number are, but I'm saying that I have been feeling quite hypocritical to come here and ooh and awe over the gorgeous people here when fat is something I would shun on myself. For me, it would just make my life harder. And as a result I don't feel right promoting one lifestyle and living another. It's just pulling me too much in seperate directions.
And lastly is the time factor. I simply do not have time for this in my life right now. I'm working on a second draft of one novel, the first draft of another in joint with my partner/girlfriend and setting up a business with her as well. And at the same time I write for one Vancouver based e-zine and edit/write for a magazine while trying to get into a masters program. So in short, I have almost everything I want out of life, but I'm having to sacrifice a few things that I sadly do not need and can live without. sadly, Dimensions is one of those things. If money was no issue, I'd have everything I've ever wanted. Damn consumerist society. . .
I am grateful for a lot of people on this site who've made me feel welcome, and I'm sorry to have pissed off a few of you along the way (although in no way do I regret any of my actions). I may find my way back here someday, but for now I bid adieu to all of you and good luck.
-Andrew
As a result of this my attention to the site has waned over the past few months. but I have been having some other difficulties as well, namely the fact that first and foremost I am now in love so am not so inclined to fawn over others. Second is the increased role that health and fitness is taking in my life these days. I'm not saying that BBW's are not fit or healthy as a great number are, but I'm saying that I have been feeling quite hypocritical to come here and ooh and awe over the gorgeous people here when fat is something I would shun on myself. For me, it would just make my life harder. And as a result I don't feel right promoting one lifestyle and living another. It's just pulling me too much in seperate directions.
And lastly is the time factor. I simply do not have time for this in my life right now. I'm working on a second draft of one novel, the first draft of another in joint with my partner/girlfriend and setting up a business with her as well. And at the same time I write for one Vancouver based e-zine and edit/write for a magazine while trying to get into a masters program. So in short, I have almost everything I want out of life, but I'm having to sacrifice a few things that I sadly do not need and can live without. sadly, Dimensions is one of those things. If money was no issue, I'd have everything I've ever wanted. Damn consumerist society. . .
I am grateful for a lot of people on this site who've made me feel welcome, and I'm sorry to have pissed off a few of you along the way (although in no way do I regret any of my actions). I may find my way back here someday, but for now I bid adieu to all of you and good luck.
-Andrew
