I know I am not alone in this one....but I have seroiusly sought a gainer / feedee for well over a year....maybe to some that's no time at all?
perhaps I am just too serious about it..want it TOO DAMN MUCH?
I have talked to literally 100s of guys...and 75% of em seem to be all about the *FANTASY* only.......another 20% are married / hooked up and want to be encouraged....and perhaps 5% are available and real..but 500-3000 miles too far apart.....
I pretty much feel like surrendering this idea / fantasy... I WANT REAL....and not looking to start with somone that is already 400+..although many of you are quite attractive.. I really want to see / be part of the GROWING...
I apparently have put myself out there too much..and am way too available and setting myself up for this I suppose...but damn I WANT A REAL THING..not a fantasy or cyber DREAM BOY....
perhaps I am just too serious about it..want it TOO DAMN MUCH?
I have talked to literally 100s of guys...and 75% of em seem to be all about the *FANTASY* only.......another 20% are married / hooked up and want to be encouraged....and perhaps 5% are available and real..but 500-3000 miles too far apart.....
I pretty much feel like surrendering this idea / fantasy... I WANT REAL....and not looking to start with somone that is already 400+..although many of you are quite attractive.. I really want to see / be part of the GROWING...
I apparently have put myself out there too much..and am way too available and setting myself up for this I suppose...but damn I WANT A REAL THING..not a fantasy or cyber DREAM BOY....
