xoxoshelby
Well-Known Member
I'm kinda new here, i've been lurking around for a few days, but didn't know where to jump in...but I just have to ask...
Am I the only one who just wants new years to come and go without a big production? I don't need any reminders that a whole year has come and gone and I'm still alone. I don't need any reminders that a new year is starting, alone. But I feel horrible saying alone because I have great family and friends, but alone is just how I'm feeling tonight. I was at a small party tonight and actually left at 10:30 because I just felt like sitting there and bawling. Plus to make matters worse my 27th bday is in 3 days...alone. Do we see a little pattern forming here? How does everyone else deal with this?
I'm sorry my first post is just a lot of self-loathing. I guess I'm just in one of those moods!
Shelby
Am I the only one who just wants new years to come and go without a big production? I don't need any reminders that a whole year has come and gone and I'm still alone. I don't need any reminders that a new year is starting, alone. But I feel horrible saying alone because I have great family and friends, but alone is just how I'm feeling tonight. I was at a small party tonight and actually left at 10:30 because I just felt like sitting there and bawling. Plus to make matters worse my 27th bday is in 3 days...alone. Do we see a little pattern forming here? How does everyone else deal with this?
I'm sorry my first post is just a lot of self-loathing. I guess I'm just in one of those moods!
Shelby
