I met my sweetie over 7 months ago on a plus size dating site and we've been together ever since.
I've always been really self-conscious about my weight and no man has EVER seen me completely naked in full light until this guy. He loves the way I look and will comment on every aspect of my body as if (in my mind) I'm a "perfect" sample of the female form - at least by societies standards. He likes to grab my stomach and other areas to make them wiggle.
Now this sounds great, right? Sometimes I feel so liberated, just take it all off and enjoy the fact that I don't need to be embarrassed or ashamed but it's still so hard to reconcile in my mind. He recently moved and has a mirrored closet double door. When I stayed overnight last night, I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror and got immediately embarrassed.
How do I get past this? I know he loves the way I look and says that I'm the most beautiful woman he's ever been with but there's such a disconnect between reality as he sees it and how I've been made to feel all my life.
I've always been really self-conscious about my weight and no man has EVER seen me completely naked in full light until this guy. He loves the way I look and will comment on every aspect of my body as if (in my mind) I'm a "perfect" sample of the female form - at least by societies standards. He likes to grab my stomach and other areas to make them wiggle.
Now this sounds great, right? Sometimes I feel so liberated, just take it all off and enjoy the fact that I don't need to be embarrassed or ashamed but it's still so hard to reconcile in my mind. He recently moved and has a mirrored closet double door. When I stayed overnight last night, I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror and got immediately embarrassed.
How do I get past this? I know he loves the way I look and says that I'm the most beautiful woman he's ever been with but there's such a disconnect between reality as he sees it and how I've been made to feel all my life.
