I've decided to muster up the courage to speak about something that's been troubling me for a while.
I'm a male supporter of plus size women, and generally I am reserved about most things. A while ago, I dated a local woman and I found her cute. However im always fearful near women, and I just felt frozen when she seemed she wanted to kiss me. I've always been afraid of giving bad impressions to a woman. I won't give details but the reason, I think I feel this way is because my brother did a terrible thing to someone. I never want to hurt a woman in any way, but I can't get that horrid feeling of my brothers crimes out, so when she noticed it I couldn't get a reply properly out. I was afraid I was doing something wrong. Me and my brother never got along but you still can't help feeling guilty over it.
I've also kept my preference secret from my friends and remainder of my family, and im not sure how they'll react.
My question is, what do I do for my fear, and how do I proceed with relationships?
I'm a male supporter of plus size women, and generally I am reserved about most things. A while ago, I dated a local woman and I found her cute. However im always fearful near women, and I just felt frozen when she seemed she wanted to kiss me. I've always been afraid of giving bad impressions to a woman. I won't give details but the reason, I think I feel this way is because my brother did a terrible thing to someone. I never want to hurt a woman in any way, but I can't get that horrid feeling of my brothers crimes out, so when she noticed it I couldn't get a reply properly out. I was afraid I was doing something wrong. Me and my brother never got along but you still can't help feeling guilty over it.
I've also kept my preference secret from my friends and remainder of my family, and im not sure how they'll react.
My question is, what do I do for my fear, and how do I proceed with relationships?
