FaxMachine1234
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Hoping this is the right board for this 
I'm 19, and I was both a gainer and an FA throughout my teenage years; at one point I was at 215-220 lbs. (I'm 5'9" by the way). Over the last year or so my feelings in that "field" kind of subsided for awhile (although I still like chubby girls), and right now I'm about 170-ish. However, while I've found it easy to regain some of the lost pounds from time to time, I can never seem to go below 170 into a more normal weight range. The problem is I'm uncomfortable at where I am now, and I don't know what direction I want to go. It'd be convenient for me to be skinnier when I go to college (i'm starting late), but on the other hand putting on weight seems to be easy for me to a certain point, and it does fulfill a small part of me that's still interested in it that being thin doesn't. Plus, I am a fan of the community ^_^ This is kind of an important decision for me, and I don't expect anyone to make it for me, but any opinions would be nice. thanks!
I'm 19, and I was both a gainer and an FA throughout my teenage years; at one point I was at 215-220 lbs. (I'm 5'9" by the way). Over the last year or so my feelings in that "field" kind of subsided for awhile (although I still like chubby girls), and right now I'm about 170-ish. However, while I've found it easy to regain some of the lost pounds from time to time, I can never seem to go below 170 into a more normal weight range. The problem is I'm uncomfortable at where I am now, and I don't know what direction I want to go. It'd be convenient for me to be skinnier when I go to college (i'm starting late), but on the other hand putting on weight seems to be easy for me to a certain point, and it does fulfill a small part of me that's still interested in it that being thin doesn't. Plus, I am a fan of the community ^_^ This is kind of an important decision for me, and I don't expect anyone to make it for me, but any opinions would be nice. thanks!
