Been reading through this forum for a month or two now and judging on how friendly everyone is on here, i've decided to formally introduce myself. (apologies for length)I'll start with a little brief history about myself and what led me here. Ever since i was a child i've been deeply fascinated with larger people, i remember quite clearly a poem from a book my mother read to me when i was very young. It depicted a child(of similiar age to me at the time) far too big too move, with the mother scooping spoonful after spoonful of sugar into his cup. It read; "no more sugar in my tea mum, no more sugar in my tea. I'm already fat, so thats enough of that, no more sugar in my tea mum".
This is the earliest moment i can pin point where it all started for me. Recently i looked through all my old reception book and most of them were filled with people with big circles for bodies with the limbs flailing around helplessly.
At the age of about 8-9 i would stuff my clothes full of padding and chase my sisters round the garden pretending i was a monster. It was only as i grew older and began to develop sexual feelings that i realised the two were intrinsically linked and to be honest, it scared the hell out of me. It was only through the internet that i've been able to find out that i'm not alone, and what a liberating feeling that is. I'm what some of you would call a wannabe feedee. I'd love to get really fat with encouragement from the right partner, but its something I lack the confidence to do on my own.
Looking forward to posting more on this site and making new friends.
itsjustme.
x
This is the earliest moment i can pin point where it all started for me. Recently i looked through all my old reception book and most of them were filled with people with big circles for bodies with the limbs flailing around helplessly.
At the age of about 8-9 i would stuff my clothes full of padding and chase my sisters round the garden pretending i was a monster. It was only as i grew older and began to develop sexual feelings that i realised the two were intrinsically linked and to be honest, it scared the hell out of me. It was only through the internet that i've been able to find out that i'm not alone, and what a liberating feeling that is. I'm what some of you would call a wannabe feedee. I'd love to get really fat with encouragement from the right partner, but its something I lack the confidence to do on my own.
Looking forward to posting more on this site and making new friends.
itsjustme.
x
