Its always been that way and itll always be that way. Problem is, I dont know how to tell my family. Id guess my Mom wouldnt care, but shes always sending mixed signals. On one hand when I told her about this girl who sent me a note saying I was cute in 12th grade was a little chubby shed say, Well Im a little chubby to you know. Then on the other hand shed be watching Marie Osmond on Dancing With the Stars and say, Look how fat she is! I just keep my mouth shut. I don't know what the rest of my family will say either. My sisters and Dad are rail thin and occasionally say snippy anti fat comments. I don't know what to do anymore. I can't keep this hidden forever.