Violet_Beauregard
Well-Known Member
I'm having a horribly emotional day.... emotional disagreement with my "guy".... I was wrong and have already owned up to it, but I still feel lower than low. I should be working on homework for online classes (due tonight) but I just can't bring myself to do anything but sit and stare at the TV or roam around online doing absolutely nothing. I've been like this since last night. I know it will pass, but in the mean time, I feel bloody horrible.
I'm quite the strong willed person...quite the emotional person, and when things bother me...I'll let them build until something finally pushes me over the edge and I explode like a geyser and it all comes pouring out. I blasted my guy over incredibly stupid things that he managed to call me on and I was immediately sorry that I opened my big mouth. I hate it when I do this, and though I try to avoid it, it ultimately happens. I'll never learn.... :doh:
I'm an emotional eater and the really ironic thing is, even food isn't comforting me today. My guy didn't come over today...probably better for both of us. I think he needed to regroup, and I need to get over myself. So I'm not even getting a good comforting cuddle. :wubu:
Anyway.... I guess my problem isn't something I'm looking for a solution for...I just needed an online whine I suppose. Thanks for letting me babble and for listening.
I'm quite the strong willed person...quite the emotional person, and when things bother me...I'll let them build until something finally pushes me over the edge and I explode like a geyser and it all comes pouring out. I blasted my guy over incredibly stupid things that he managed to call me on and I was immediately sorry that I opened my big mouth. I hate it when I do this, and though I try to avoid it, it ultimately happens. I'll never learn.... :doh:
I'm an emotional eater and the really ironic thing is, even food isn't comforting me today. My guy didn't come over today...probably better for both of us. I think he needed to regroup, and I need to get over myself. So I'm not even getting a good comforting cuddle. :wubu:
Anyway.... I guess my problem isn't something I'm looking for a solution for...I just needed an online whine I suppose. Thanks for letting me babble and for listening.