I've got a huge fear of meeting people because I know they'll hate me for being fat. I've always avoided meeting peoples parents because of the same reason and because I'd think they'd think I'm not good enough for their son.
I know I really should meet them but I can't bring myself to do it. On the 3rd of next month he's going home for the weekend to scatter his Grandfathers ashes with his family and I know I should go along but I can't.
The thought makes me feel physically sick. I just can't can't can't do it. We're even going to be spending xmas apart because he spends it with his family (my mum and I don't bother with xmas too much) and I just can't face going. So much so that I've been worrying about it for TWO months and it's only July.
Could I possibly hear some experiences from people about meeting peoples parents. Both good and bad. And also would the men mind telling me what their parents said when you brought a BBW home. (If you think it would offend other people then feel free to PM me)
Thanks
I know I really should meet them but I can't bring myself to do it. On the 3rd of next month he's going home for the weekend to scatter his Grandfathers ashes with his family and I know I should go along but I can't.
The thought makes me feel physically sick. I just can't can't can't do it. We're even going to be spending xmas apart because he spends it with his family (my mum and I don't bother with xmas too much) and I just can't face going. So much so that I've been worrying about it for TWO months and it's only July.
Could I possibly hear some experiences from people about meeting peoples parents. Both good and bad. And also would the men mind telling me what their parents said when you brought a BBW home. (If you think it would offend other people then feel free to PM me)
Thanks
