DeeWhimsey
Member
Hello all!
WOW .. I still can't believe that there are men who like heavy women!
Forgive me, but I've been married for the last 10 years to a man who drools over thin YOUNG girls ... and I'm 54 years old and weigh 205 lbs. ... and it's been killing me. My self-esteem is WAY low ... I'm in therapy now, to build confidence in myself, and I'm a mess emotionally!
I've been thin and I've been heavy ... but for the last 6 years, I've been living with Fibromyalgia, so I'm unable to exercise very much and have put on the weight again. I'm 5' 5 1/2" tall .. but it's my tummy that I've been hating for SO long ... it would be SO nice to just enjoy it .. and to know that somebody would LIKE it .. that's just WAY beyond my comprehension!
I also find the concept of 'feeders' very very interesting and intriguing. I'd LOVE a man to enjoy being with me eating ... and not making me feel bad about enjoying my food. To FEED me, would be ecstatic .. and just WAY hard for me to imagine!
I'm living alone now, husband and I are separated .. still go out with him though .. but it's strained. I have 2 cats .. Monkey and Sweety .. and live in a small town in upstate, N.Y.
I'm an artist and illustrator .. but haven't been doing too much due to depression and loss of confidence.
This is a GREAT site to have .. and I'm surely hoping to make new friends and get the confidence in myself back ... that I've lost.
Nice to meet you all!
Hugs,
Dee
WOW .. I still can't believe that there are men who like heavy women!
Forgive me, but I've been married for the last 10 years to a man who drools over thin YOUNG girls ... and I'm 54 years old and weigh 205 lbs. ... and it's been killing me. My self-esteem is WAY low ... I'm in therapy now, to build confidence in myself, and I'm a mess emotionally!
I've been thin and I've been heavy ... but for the last 6 years, I've been living with Fibromyalgia, so I'm unable to exercise very much and have put on the weight again. I'm 5' 5 1/2" tall .. but it's my tummy that I've been hating for SO long ... it would be SO nice to just enjoy it .. and to know that somebody would LIKE it .. that's just WAY beyond my comprehension!
I also find the concept of 'feeders' very very interesting and intriguing. I'd LOVE a man to enjoy being with me eating ... and not making me feel bad about enjoying my food. To FEED me, would be ecstatic .. and just WAY hard for me to imagine!
I'm living alone now, husband and I are separated .. still go out with him though .. but it's strained. I have 2 cats .. Monkey and Sweety .. and live in a small town in upstate, N.Y.
I'm an artist and illustrator .. but haven't been doing too much due to depression and loss of confidence.
This is a GREAT site to have .. and I'm surely hoping to make new friends and get the confidence in myself back ... that I've lost.
Nice to meet you all!
Hugs,
Dee
