BigBeautifulRed
Well-Known Member
Hi Yall!
Okay Dude! INTRO! Okay I am Amy, I am a student here in God's retirement or Florida. I am very young and realitvely new to the BBW world. I have made a couple of postings here but am making an effort to be much more active
Background on BBWNESS
Last year my boyfriend who had been an FA since he was young and went through FA puberty lol told me about it. He told me about this whole world, and at first I was skeptical and found it odd, but I have embraced it and can't explain how happy I feel when he rubs my big belly. At first I couldnt call my belly I remember saying it sounded gross but now I never refer to it as anything else.
Being so young sometimes I feel confused and I am hoping the ladies here can help me. I love being the way God made me, and when I am with my BF he makes me feel so incredibly beautiful and wanted, but sometimes I also still feel like an outcast and think that maybe being big isnt what I want. Now I have struggled with this for a very long time, and i think that it is society that makes me want to be smaller and I am happy with the way I am it's just sometimes I feel like I want to change and then I lay next to him and he rubs my belly and gets so hot for me so fast because I feel so warm and soft and good to him and I think I am insane for ever wanting to change myself. I know there are women here who have felt this and can help me. So any suggestings please don't be shy!
In college I am confused what to major in but I thinking either journalism or telecommunications like being a producer and or working in a tv station. Which brings up another fear. I am scared I will get my long earned degree and not get a job because of my weight and be able to make the money i deserve. I graduated high school a year early with honors and am gradutation college 2 years early as an honors student. I fully deserve to get a job but am afraid of not getting one because of size discrimination
anyways thats me. young confused and beautiful. looking foreward to talking with yall' xoxo.
Okay Dude! INTRO! Okay I am Amy, I am a student here in God's retirement or Florida. I am very young and realitvely new to the BBW world. I have made a couple of postings here but am making an effort to be much more active
Background on BBWNESS
Last year my boyfriend who had been an FA since he was young and went through FA puberty lol told me about it. He told me about this whole world, and at first I was skeptical and found it odd, but I have embraced it and can't explain how happy I feel when he rubs my big belly. At first I couldnt call my belly I remember saying it sounded gross but now I never refer to it as anything else.
Being so young sometimes I feel confused and I am hoping the ladies here can help me. I love being the way God made me, and when I am with my BF he makes me feel so incredibly beautiful and wanted, but sometimes I also still feel like an outcast and think that maybe being big isnt what I want. Now I have struggled with this for a very long time, and i think that it is society that makes me want to be smaller and I am happy with the way I am it's just sometimes I feel like I want to change and then I lay next to him and he rubs my belly and gets so hot for me so fast because I feel so warm and soft and good to him and I think I am insane for ever wanting to change myself. I know there are women here who have felt this and can help me. So any suggestings please don't be shy!
In college I am confused what to major in but I thinking either journalism or telecommunications like being a producer and or working in a tv station. Which brings up another fear. I am scared I will get my long earned degree and not get a job because of my weight and be able to make the money i deserve. I graduated high school a year early with honors and am gradutation college 2 years early as an honors student. I fully deserve to get a job but am afraid of not getting one because of size discrimination
anyways thats me. young confused and beautiful. looking foreward to talking with yall' xoxo.
