It is the worst year I have had in a long long time. Highlights include replacing all the major appliances in my house, having my beloved supervisor leave, resulting in the attrition of half my team, spending $2,500 on a life saving cat mastectomy and related care, losing two precious baby kittens within 24 hours of each other, which I thought was going to kill me, finding a guy I really cared about for the first time in 3-4 years, having him move out of the country and break up with me because he doesn't do long distance relationship, having him move back in the country and just want to be friends because he can't handle a relationship right now, which I thought was going to kill me a couple more times. They say what doesn't kill you makes you stronger, well I am strong enough now, really, I promise.
And because I am such an extreme masochist, we are going out tonight as "friends" and I am sitting here at my desk crying about it. And no, he's not looking for sex, he's like me, he doesn't have sex if he isn't in a relationship. I've cried more in the last month than I have in years, and I don't like it much.
And because I am such an extreme masochist, we are going out tonight as "friends" and I am sitting here at my desk crying about it. And no, he's not looking for sex, he's like me, he doesn't have sex if he isn't in a relationship. I've cried more in the last month than I have in years, and I don't like it much.
