jennabelle
Chubby Gaining Princess
I've been having trouble lately with people....I never used to. I used to just 'get' people.....understand them. But for some reason my judgements on everyone has been wrong. Three different girls at my work befriended me, at first I was completely reserved, I told them the basics but nothing that they could ever use against me. As time went on I began to think they were good people and started opening up more. Now....I found out every one of them has talked about me behind my back....and every one of them has said I'm "annoying" which....I don't get, I barely talk half the time. I wish I could understand why people are so mean....I've never understood it. Recently I was asked by someone else to a party...I needed a ride, she told me she'd give me one and then stranded me a half hour away from my house and I never heard a word from her.
I'm so confused....this has happened to me a lot lately. Is this the way people really are? I mean....I've never done this to anyone so I don't understand it. Sometimes I just think I need to move away and start new. I just hate everything about myself for letting people effect me this way but I don't know how to change.
Any suggestions?
(I feel so juvenile writing this, but I'm upset with myself....I feel so naive.):doh:
I'm so confused....this has happened to me a lot lately. Is this the way people really are? I mean....I've never done this to anyone so I don't understand it. Sometimes I just think I need to move away and start new. I just hate everything about myself for letting people effect me this way but I don't know how to change.
Any suggestions?
(I feel so juvenile writing this, but I'm upset with myself....I feel so naive.):doh:
