southernlawfeeder
Member
Hello all,
I've been a lurker for dang near 8 years, and am about to make a number of admissions. I'm not sure anyone wants to hear, or anyone will read, but I just find that now is my time to contribute.
About 8 years ago, I happened upon this website. I'd grown up finding myself attracted (or fascinated, or whatever happens with pre-pubescent children) to larger people. I remember the summer of '98, when I really found this website, and the stories in the Weightroom drove me crazy. That was a real awakening.
Since then, I've dated, admired, had casual encounters, with women ranging from rail thin (<100 lbs) to ssbbw (350> lbs). Like all of us, I get attracted to the person, not just the physique, and so it's not at all a purely weight-attraction ratio. That said, nothing turns me on quite like a true ssbbw. I've always seen this preference the same as other people's preference for hair color, personality type, etc.....It's not dispositive, but it is a real preference.
I've been with my fiance for a number of years. She's a perfect pear-shaped goddess. About 5'1, and varies from 210 to 218. Definitely heavy on top; gorgeous breasts, but not oversized, lovely 'wings'--pudgy arms. But the bulk of it is on her gorgeous huge butt, and her thick, voluptous legs (pardon my bias, but I really haven't seen any this good other than Anna (MsBBW) ).
She's known that I liked her curvy, but we'd never talked about my preference for her weight. But this last week, for a number of reasons and a number of spirits, I've started revealing my feelings. I've certainly not told her I'm a big time fantasy feeder who want's to see her gain 300 lbs. But, I have told her I'd like to see how much she could gain by Friday.
She accepted. Somewhat reluctantly, more than anything because of being unfamiliar with these feelings, she's doing her job of eating what she's given This just came up yesterday, and when I came home she'd had half of a pizza, and a tv-dinner.
She helped me make a shopping list/meal plan for fattening her up. We've got a cheesecake, another pie, several things of cookies, pudding, all kinds of fattening drinks (whole milk, soda, alcoholic egg nog). During the next few days I'm going to make her a special pork chops dish with a casserole, some french toast with all the trimmings (eggs, bacon, hashbrowns), and a big pasta casserole. All with her munching on her treats.
She's already gained 3 pounds. We'll see what she can do, and what I can do for her.
I've read so many posts on here, for almost a decade. I'm thinking about starting a livejournal, to save from bugging people on the Board. If I do, and if anyone actually reads this post, I can give you the link.
Sorry to have taken people's time.
I've been a lurker for dang near 8 years, and am about to make a number of admissions. I'm not sure anyone wants to hear, or anyone will read, but I just find that now is my time to contribute.
About 8 years ago, I happened upon this website. I'd grown up finding myself attracted (or fascinated, or whatever happens with pre-pubescent children) to larger people. I remember the summer of '98, when I really found this website, and the stories in the Weightroom drove me crazy. That was a real awakening.
Since then, I've dated, admired, had casual encounters, with women ranging from rail thin (<100 lbs) to ssbbw (350> lbs). Like all of us, I get attracted to the person, not just the physique, and so it's not at all a purely weight-attraction ratio. That said, nothing turns me on quite like a true ssbbw. I've always seen this preference the same as other people's preference for hair color, personality type, etc.....It's not dispositive, but it is a real preference.
I've been with my fiance for a number of years. She's a perfect pear-shaped goddess. About 5'1, and varies from 210 to 218. Definitely heavy on top; gorgeous breasts, but not oversized, lovely 'wings'--pudgy arms. But the bulk of it is on her gorgeous huge butt, and her thick, voluptous legs (pardon my bias, but I really haven't seen any this good other than Anna (MsBBW) ).
She's known that I liked her curvy, but we'd never talked about my preference for her weight. But this last week, for a number of reasons and a number of spirits, I've started revealing my feelings. I've certainly not told her I'm a big time fantasy feeder who want's to see her gain 300 lbs. But, I have told her I'd like to see how much she could gain by Friday.
She accepted. Somewhat reluctantly, more than anything because of being unfamiliar with these feelings, she's doing her job of eating what she's given This just came up yesterday, and when I came home she'd had half of a pizza, and a tv-dinner.
She helped me make a shopping list/meal plan for fattening her up. We've got a cheesecake, another pie, several things of cookies, pudding, all kinds of fattening drinks (whole milk, soda, alcoholic egg nog). During the next few days I'm going to make her a special pork chops dish with a casserole, some french toast with all the trimmings (eggs, bacon, hashbrowns), and a big pasta casserole. All with her munching on her treats.
She's already gained 3 pounds. We'll see what she can do, and what I can do for her.
I've read so many posts on here, for almost a decade. I'm thinking about starting a livejournal, to save from bugging people on the Board. If I do, and if anyone actually reads this post, I can give you the link.
Sorry to have taken people's time.