OK, so this is weird. While I definitely still have a preference for larger guys, I think I've lost the fetishistic edge. It comes and goes, so I doubt it's gone for good, but it's weird. The timing is strange because I'm finally with an honest-to-goodness BHM (my last boyfriend was only slightly chubby). The thing is, he's very kinky himself, although nothing related to food or weight. Now, partly I think because I've been friends with him for a long time and partly because his personality is so dominant and his kinks so overwhelming (in a good way), my own food/weight-related kinks are nowhere to be seen. I absolutely cannot see him as an object. Anybody else ever have this experience?
(PS no offense to any of you lovely BHMs if you object to being objectified)
edit: i forgot to mention that i can't even look at material to get off anymore, he's the only one that'll do it. maybe it's... *shudder*... love?
(PS no offense to any of you lovely BHMs if you object to being objectified)
edit: i forgot to mention that i can't even look at material to get off anymore, he's the only one that'll do it. maybe it's... *shudder*... love?
