BBWDREAMLOVER
The belly rules the mind.
http://www.myspace.com/zak32583
I changed my sons myspace profile into a Memorial for Zak.........If you've met him or knew me and felt you knew him thru me please leave a comment if you wish to do so. As you can see he was engulfed in love and had many friends that loved him ................Please do not donate to charities in his name ....his feelings towards charities was very touchy. He didn't always believe the people that were suppose to be helped were actually getting the help. Planting a tree in his name, naming a star after him etc.......he would of liked more.
They still don't know what happened........as for me ..........I now know the difference between losing a parent, brother, sister opposed to losing a child.................it's much different, much deeper.............imagine someone punching their fist in your chest and pulling your heart out.............magnify 1000 times.................unexplainable
I carried him inside me for 9 mths, I was his mother, his father, his friend.............he was my son, my best friend..................he was the only person I could just break down and cry with...........the only one who knew my soul, not just me..............the soul I carry inside me. He knew every twitch of my face, every tone in my voice..........a look spoke more than a word. He had the only smile that could melt my heart and turn my sadness into happiness. He had me wrapped around his finger the day we met..........Now *poof* hes gone.........WHAT THE HELL!!!!!!!! He was so awesome.....he was so sweet & wonderful you couldn't help but love him..........he made you feel fabulous and he was fabulous and you couldn't help but be happy around him and OMG when he smiled! God I loved his smile.........I loved his passion how he embraced adventure like grabbing the reins of wild horses and riding them into paradise. I'll never know anyone like him.....there is no one like him.........he was a total original "Couture" as he would say
my first real smile in 2 days.....wow......here they come again burning my eyes like acid.......why do tears have to be so wet, they burn the rawness of my skin from wipeing the tears that only stop when I daze off into numbness........
I changed my sons myspace profile into a Memorial for Zak.........If you've met him or knew me and felt you knew him thru me please leave a comment if you wish to do so. As you can see he was engulfed in love and had many friends that loved him ................Please do not donate to charities in his name ....his feelings towards charities was very touchy. He didn't always believe the people that were suppose to be helped were actually getting the help. Planting a tree in his name, naming a star after him etc.......he would of liked more.
They still don't know what happened........as for me ..........I now know the difference between losing a parent, brother, sister opposed to losing a child.................it's much different, much deeper.............imagine someone punching their fist in your chest and pulling your heart out.............magnify 1000 times.................unexplainable
I carried him inside me for 9 mths, I was his mother, his father, his friend.............he was my son, my best friend..................he was the only person I could just break down and cry with...........the only one who knew my soul, not just me..............the soul I carry inside me. He knew every twitch of my face, every tone in my voice..........a look spoke more than a word. He had the only smile that could melt my heart and turn my sadness into happiness. He had me wrapped around his finger the day we met..........Now *poof* hes gone.........WHAT THE HELL!!!!!!!! He was so awesome.....he was so sweet & wonderful you couldn't help but love him..........he made you feel fabulous and he was fabulous and you couldn't help but be happy around him and OMG when he smiled! God I loved his smile.........I loved his passion how he embraced adventure like grabbing the reins of wild horses and riding them into paradise. I'll never know anyone like him.....there is no one like him.........he was a total original "Couture" as he would say
my first real smile in 2 days.....wow......here they come again burning my eyes like acid.......why do tears have to be so wet, they burn the rawness of my skin from wipeing the tears that only stop when I daze off into numbness........
