well.
i thought i'd be much more excited to get to 3 cans before everyone else. but i have to admit that i only got there because the 2nd in line, who didn't schill for points, did it.
so now i just feel dirty, and ashamed. i don't deserve you good people who helped me earlier this week.
by the same token, i'm relieved. i didn't know I was so close 'til someone pointed it out and then it became an obsession. it's done now. i'll never beg for points again, honest.
if i die tonight, i'll die knowing i made it to 3 cans first. that's something in a lifetime, isn't it?
i thought i'd be much more excited to get to 3 cans before everyone else. but i have to admit that i only got there because the 2nd in line, who didn't schill for points, did it.
so now i just feel dirty, and ashamed. i don't deserve you good people who helped me earlier this week.
by the same token, i'm relieved. i didn't know I was so close 'til someone pointed it out and then it became an obsession. it's done now. i'll never beg for points again, honest.
if i die tonight, i'll die knowing i made it to 3 cans first. that's something in a lifetime, isn't it?
