So I used to be LaylaDiamond but I lost my email address and a whole bunch of other craziness (including the fact that I realized that sounded like a stripper name) so I'm not stealing my icon picture. Its really meee!
Long story short... I am really bad at meeting people. I live in Florida, which is already a strike against my social life, and I am super picky. Not with my friends. I can be friends with anyone as long as we have something in common. But when it comes to significant others... I'm really nerdy. I like video games and reading and chemistry and school. I love pokemon and metal music. I also like animals and classical music. I feel like I've exhausted all of the free options for finding people my age.
Craigslist: I get a lot of super rude comments about being fat, I get oddly sexualized, and some people get a little rapey. All of the guys who want to start a relationship are in their 50s. And while I am completely okay with having a platonic relationship with someone in their 50's... I am not going to date them. Ever.
PoF: Hahahaha. No. Nope. No. Too many bad experiences. Not enough good ones.
Fat Dating Sites: All seem to involve money. I am in college. I work my ass off to pay my bills. I can't dish out a super amount of money on internet dating sites.
Real Life: I don't have time... v.v Work, school, work, sleep, school... never mind the fact that I hate clubs, I don't wear high heels, and I don't know of any fat friendly place to go (besides a gay club and I'm not gonna get anything outta that).
Lately I've just been feeling super lonely. My dog is great company but that only goes so far. I'm so scared to put myself back out there... and the fact that I don't know where to put myself must makes it worse.
Anyone have any ideas? v.v
Long story short... I am really bad at meeting people. I live in Florida, which is already a strike against my social life, and I am super picky. Not with my friends. I can be friends with anyone as long as we have something in common. But when it comes to significant others... I'm really nerdy. I like video games and reading and chemistry and school. I love pokemon and metal music. I also like animals and classical music. I feel like I've exhausted all of the free options for finding people my age.
Craigslist: I get a lot of super rude comments about being fat, I get oddly sexualized, and some people get a little rapey. All of the guys who want to start a relationship are in their 50s. And while I am completely okay with having a platonic relationship with someone in their 50's... I am not going to date them. Ever.
PoF: Hahahaha. No. Nope. No. Too many bad experiences. Not enough good ones.
Fat Dating Sites: All seem to involve money. I am in college. I work my ass off to pay my bills. I can't dish out a super amount of money on internet dating sites.
Real Life: I don't have time... v.v Work, school, work, sleep, school... never mind the fact that I hate clubs, I don't wear high heels, and I don't know of any fat friendly place to go (besides a gay club and I'm not gonna get anything outta that).
Lately I've just been feeling super lonely. My dog is great company but that only goes so far. I'm so scared to put myself back out there... and the fact that I don't know where to put myself must makes it worse.
Anyone have any ideas? v.v
