Ok so Im not new to the site but I am new to posting and Im still getting to grips with the whole SSBBW and BBW thing. My partner tells me all the time that Im beautiful and lovely and fat and sometimes the only word I really hear there is the F one. Yes I mean FAT, and lets face it I am. I guess there is a part of me that Im not quite comfortable with and that is the part of me that my partner loves the most, I think my belly is too big but my partner just loves it so much. So what do I do here, do I listen to my partner or do I listen to my inner monologue??? Im interested to hear how other women feel about their bodies and do they have the same insecurities that I appear to have. 
