rabbitislove
24 Carrot Magic
New member here. My names Jeni and I love chubby boys. I love their rounded cheeks, their hugs, but most importantly: their soft bellies. Nothing makes me go weaker than a boy with a big soft belly (They make good pillows you know). Im a firm believer in the adage "The more the cushion the better the pushin"
However, Im not as open about admitting it as I am on the internet. My current boyfriend is sexy as hell (will have to post pics later) but makes several fatphobic comments about his weight and insists he needs to lose weight. I just wish I could convey to him that Im attracted to him the way he is and I wish I could touch his belly without him thinking Im a freak. I try not to linger to long with that while we're getting intimate. My problem is Im afraid he'll think Im a freak if I tell him.
I was in an abusive relationship for a year with another BHM who depricated me about it because of his own self loathing and made me feel like a freak when I told him. Plus, a love of fat people isnt exactly accepted in Western cultures.
Our sex life has been suffering and I wonder if being more open about my turnons would help. Any advice?
However, Im not as open about admitting it as I am on the internet. My current boyfriend is sexy as hell (will have to post pics later) but makes several fatphobic comments about his weight and insists he needs to lose weight. I just wish I could convey to him that Im attracted to him the way he is and I wish I could touch his belly without him thinking Im a freak. I try not to linger to long with that while we're getting intimate. My problem is Im afraid he'll think Im a freak if I tell him.
I was in an abusive relationship for a year with another BHM who depricated me about it because of his own self loathing and made me feel like a freak when I told him. Plus, a love of fat people isnt exactly accepted in Western cultures.
Our sex life has been suffering and I wonder if being more open about my turnons would help. Any advice?
