Hello all..i have been lurkin for a very brief time on this board...its a kind of complicated website to me, with many *DIMENSIONS* <G>
i have always been a Fat Admirer as long as i can remember..and always very embarassed of my *FETISH* and always kept it quite secret. However, I always sought out larger men and loved to live vicariously watching them eat as unhealthy as possible and tight clothes RULE of course.:smitten:
I was what i considered obese about 15 yrs ago...alhtough most of you might not agree..but at 5 feet and 195 i was very unahappy in my fat body. I have struggled with me weight ever since..but got down to 116 and felt too thin (via phen / FEN).
I Have been involved with 12 step food plans for the last 10 yrs and work on maintaining a weight of 125-135. Currently i am about 144 and feeling rather obese again, which is where my strange fantasy comes in.:smitten:
The fantasy I have had for many decades was of the DOM /sub variety. I wanted to find a muscular man of a healthy weight and fatten him up, via encouragement, help him lose his waist and abs and watch him grow however many pounds he was willing...while I was chastised for being a little blimp and obese and encouraged to diet more, work out harder as he contined to grow. THis fantasy has had me perplexed for ever, like many new comers here.. I felt so weird and outta the norm for having this strange fantasy. But then again i am heavily tattooed and pierced and ride harleys all over the usa ..so WTF IS *NORMAL* hehehe....
I have met a few BHM on various boards in the last month, and it was recommended that i post on Craigs list with this fantasy. I did so a week or 2 ago, and had some flames and some responses from men that were already rather large, and then a few intrigued men that were just what i was lookin for..but not sure what the whole fantasy was all about.
I ended up talking to someone i had talked to months ago and never met that continues to respond to my various postings on Casual Encounters on CL. He was incredibly intrigued about this fantasy, and although I sensed it was more of a *HOOKUP* for him he was willing to play it out. He lives about 90 miles away. We spent days emailing one another about what its about.
Friday nite, he spent the nite taking pictures of himself with a nice flat belly, then the process of eating a whole pizza and 2 liters of soda, and the progression of his belly expanding. It appeared to me that he gained at least 20-35# in a few hours. I don't know how its possible, but it was the most erotic thing i ever saw. He continued feeding himself great amounts all day Saturday, as we had our first *FEEDING DATE* that nite. He showed up at my house as planned, after i had purchased cake, cookies, donuts, sodas and candy and a whole pizze to feed him. He wore a nice tight shirt as i had asked him to and his belly was HUGELY Swollen!!!!!!! it was the hottest thing i ever experienced.
The nite progressed as my fantasy has always gone...and i won't go into all the very juicy details here. I will say that his ability to become my *DOM* was amazing. He knew just how to chastise me for my *OBESITY* while I stuffed him of food and had crumbs all over his belly, and he wanted more more more..he rubbed it and was as erotic as any lover i ever had, all about DELAYED GRATIFICATION.
Hes hooked now, he loves eating, and is continuing to work on his appetite. HE claims he was a 38 inch waist..but already a 40..and hopes to get into 42s by the time he sees me again on sunday. I can't believe this is happening..that my fantasy is coming to reality..its beyond my wildest dreams.
The only question i have is this. Is it possible to gain that much weight that fast? He says its all the soda he is drinking which is air, and makes his belly expand. I am going to post 3 anonymous pics of him for feedback. If anyone made it all the way through my post..THANKS 4 reading and any feedback. I am so grateful to realize my FANTASY xoxo Wendy
i have always been a Fat Admirer as long as i can remember..and always very embarassed of my *FETISH* and always kept it quite secret. However, I always sought out larger men and loved to live vicariously watching them eat as unhealthy as possible and tight clothes RULE of course.:smitten:
I was what i considered obese about 15 yrs ago...alhtough most of you might not agree..but at 5 feet and 195 i was very unahappy in my fat body. I have struggled with me weight ever since..but got down to 116 and felt too thin (via phen / FEN).
I Have been involved with 12 step food plans for the last 10 yrs and work on maintaining a weight of 125-135. Currently i am about 144 and feeling rather obese again, which is where my strange fantasy comes in.:smitten:
The fantasy I have had for many decades was of the DOM /sub variety. I wanted to find a muscular man of a healthy weight and fatten him up, via encouragement, help him lose his waist and abs and watch him grow however many pounds he was willing...while I was chastised for being a little blimp and obese and encouraged to diet more, work out harder as he contined to grow. THis fantasy has had me perplexed for ever, like many new comers here.. I felt so weird and outta the norm for having this strange fantasy. But then again i am heavily tattooed and pierced and ride harleys all over the usa ..so WTF IS *NORMAL* hehehe....
I have met a few BHM on various boards in the last month, and it was recommended that i post on Craigs list with this fantasy. I did so a week or 2 ago, and had some flames and some responses from men that were already rather large, and then a few intrigued men that were just what i was lookin for..but not sure what the whole fantasy was all about.
I ended up talking to someone i had talked to months ago and never met that continues to respond to my various postings on Casual Encounters on CL. He was incredibly intrigued about this fantasy, and although I sensed it was more of a *HOOKUP* for him he was willing to play it out. He lives about 90 miles away. We spent days emailing one another about what its about.
Friday nite, he spent the nite taking pictures of himself with a nice flat belly, then the process of eating a whole pizza and 2 liters of soda, and the progression of his belly expanding. It appeared to me that he gained at least 20-35# in a few hours. I don't know how its possible, but it was the most erotic thing i ever saw. He continued feeding himself great amounts all day Saturday, as we had our first *FEEDING DATE* that nite. He showed up at my house as planned, after i had purchased cake, cookies, donuts, sodas and candy and a whole pizze to feed him. He wore a nice tight shirt as i had asked him to and his belly was HUGELY Swollen!!!!!!! it was the hottest thing i ever experienced.
The nite progressed as my fantasy has always gone...and i won't go into all the very juicy details here. I will say that his ability to become my *DOM* was amazing. He knew just how to chastise me for my *OBESITY* while I stuffed him of food and had crumbs all over his belly, and he wanted more more more..he rubbed it and was as erotic as any lover i ever had, all about DELAYED GRATIFICATION.
Hes hooked now, he loves eating, and is continuing to work on his appetite. HE claims he was a 38 inch waist..but already a 40..and hopes to get into 42s by the time he sees me again on sunday. I can't believe this is happening..that my fantasy is coming to reality..its beyond my wildest dreams.
The only question i have is this. Is it possible to gain that much weight that fast? He says its all the soda he is drinking which is air, and makes his belly expand. I am going to post 3 anonymous pics of him for feedback. If anyone made it all the way through my post..THANKS 4 reading and any feedback. I am so grateful to realize my FANTASY xoxo Wendy
