Allie Cat
Polysaturated Trans Fat
For most of my life I've been torn: to be fat or not to be fat? I've always kind of enjoyed the idea of being fat, and I am somewhat chubby, but at the same time it doesn't fit my ideal of what a guy should look like (that being somewhere around the lines of the lead singers of most punk bands...). So I get this secret thrill about being fat, then hate myself about it. Ah, I love being bipolar.
Plus my fiancee seems to like my belly, and she says if I were thinner she'd be afraid of squishing me (she's somewhere around 350, I'm about 210).
Aaaand when I try to gain weight I lose it, and when I try to lose weight I gain it. And I'm hairy, eww >.<
I'm making my brain hurt. I forgot why I was even posting this. GAH.
=Divals
Plus my fiancee seems to like my belly, and she says if I were thinner she'd be afraid of squishing me (she's somewhere around 350, I'm about 210).
Aaaand when I try to gain weight I lose it, and when I try to lose weight I gain it. And I'm hairy, eww >.<
I'm making my brain hurt. I forgot why I was even posting this. GAH.
=Divals
