rmjpub
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so...i've been with my girlfriend about three years. She's a nice size BBW, about 290. A year ago she didn't know I liked big girls (which I thought I had made clear when we started dating, but...). She opened my comp and i had left some BBW porn sites up, and this blog no less.
Well, at first she was confused, and then intrigued. She spent hours looking at BBW sites, and thought it was sexy. That night she baked a cake for herself and ate about half of it.
Right after, she said that she didn't like it and wanted to lose weight. I supported her in that. Regardless to say, she weighed about 270 a year ago and gained about 20 pounds this year. We never broached the subject again, until about two weeks ago.
While we were making out one night, she took my hands and put them on her belly. Said "rub my soft fat belly." I did. And we both carressed it. Then, nothing after that.
Then two nights ago, we were alone, and we were making out. She did it again, and then she started telling me that she had been sneaking food during mornings. That she loved it and loved being fat. She sounded so exciting, and we ended the night with watching BBW porn and me feeding her chocolates.
Since then...nothing. I tried broaching it, but she seems uncomfortable. I don't know if she did it for me, or what. I don't know if I should push her to lose weight, or try and press this. What should I do? I just want her happy if it means losing weight or not.
Well, at first she was confused, and then intrigued. She spent hours looking at BBW sites, and thought it was sexy. That night she baked a cake for herself and ate about half of it.
Right after, she said that she didn't like it and wanted to lose weight. I supported her in that. Regardless to say, she weighed about 270 a year ago and gained about 20 pounds this year. We never broached the subject again, until about two weeks ago.
While we were making out one night, she took my hands and put them on her belly. Said "rub my soft fat belly." I did. And we both carressed it. Then, nothing after that.
Then two nights ago, we were alone, and we were making out. She did it again, and then she started telling me that she had been sneaking food during mornings. That she loved it and loved being fat. She sounded so exciting, and we ended the night with watching BBW porn and me feeding her chocolates.
Since then...nothing. I tried broaching it, but she seems uncomfortable. I don't know if she did it for me, or what. I don't know if I should push her to lose weight, or try and press this. What should I do? I just want her happy if it means losing weight or not.
