Sandie_Zitkus
In Rememberance
The other thread entitled "Then and Now" Made me do a lot of thinking. About who I am versus who I was. I went and found the pics my mom gave me a few years ago. It was so emtional for me to go through those pics at the time I put them away and was never going to look at them again. But I went through them. It was just as emotional this time. As I look at them I wonder why is it NOT ONE single person realized how depressed I was? It is so apparent to me. I'm angry about it. And then I wonder why was I told I was so freakin fat??? I look OK to me - and I would be so happy to look that way today. *sigh*
OK so here I am in my third grade photo:
This is me in my fourth grade pic - (after the EVENT that changed my life) You can clearly see I am a different child:
This is me at 14. CLEARLY deeply depressed:
Here is an Easter pic of me - I was happy with my candy! LOL:
And here I am in my sisters first wedding party. I have to say I felt like a house and I felt so ugly. I am 21 and I have never had a date. I was painfully shy and seriously depressed. And I knew I was the most disgusting thing on the face of the earth *sigh*:
OK so here I am in my third grade photo:
This is me in my fourth grade pic - (after the EVENT that changed my life) You can clearly see I am a different child:
This is me at 14. CLEARLY deeply depressed:
Here is an Easter pic of me - I was happy with my candy! LOL:
And here I am in my sisters first wedding party. I have to say I felt like a house and I felt so ugly. I am 21 and I have never had a date. I was painfully shy and seriously depressed. And I knew I was the most disgusting thing on the face of the earth *sigh*:
