rabbitislove
24 Carrot Magic
Oye vey. So where do I begin with the BHMs in my life and no love?
First up, my sisters friend. Problem being he's 18 and I'm almost 21. This wouldn't seem like a big deal if he wasn't just going into college and I'm about to get out. But damn is he hot. I feel like a pedophile. He's shaggy and a quarter Cherokee, so he has a nice tan. And gives really good hugs. And squishy. We were supposed to hang out last night but he hoed out at the last minute.
Secondly, my new friend. I was attracted to him until we talked and found out we were the male/female copies of each other. Then it was just creepy. However, he was relieved that there were girls out there "like me" since he had been self conscious his fiancee cheated on him because of his weight. Athough the attraction died, I'm glad I could cheer up a chubby boy.
Then me and my ex aren't speaking because we keep fighting. I asked him to musically collaborate with me when I'm ready to come back from hiatus. I self imposed it and feel depressed that someone who used to be my best friend is someone I have to avoid for a while. I just hope it works out when I come back.
Oye. Dontcha love my boy drama?
First up, my sisters friend. Problem being he's 18 and I'm almost 21. This wouldn't seem like a big deal if he wasn't just going into college and I'm about to get out. But damn is he hot. I feel like a pedophile. He's shaggy and a quarter Cherokee, so he has a nice tan. And gives really good hugs. And squishy. We were supposed to hang out last night but he hoed out at the last minute.
Secondly, my new friend. I was attracted to him until we talked and found out we were the male/female copies of each other. Then it was just creepy. However, he was relieved that there were girls out there "like me" since he had been self conscious his fiancee cheated on him because of his weight. Athough the attraction died, I'm glad I could cheer up a chubby boy.
Then me and my ex aren't speaking because we keep fighting. I asked him to musically collaborate with me when I'm ready to come back from hiatus. I self imposed it and feel depressed that someone who used to be my best friend is someone I have to avoid for a while. I just hope it works out when I come back.
Oye. Dontcha love my boy drama?
