Ninja Glutton
Film and Music Geek
I've never felt like a bigger piece of shit in my life. I got stood up tonight by a girl I really liked. She seemed interested in me and even went out of her way to set up the date then just flakes out. This has happened twice already in the past 2 weeks. It makes me feel so unlovable and so unwanted. It just seems that no matter what I try (ie: dating sites, approaching girls), nothing happens. My emails are deleted and I'm never responded to. I'm nice, I don't come on too strong, and I try to just be there for them, but retain an air of mystery so I'm not "too nice." Nothing has been working for me. Maybe I have female repellant or something, but this just isn't working. I just want to crawl into a ball and not wake up until fall.
I hate this...
I hate this...
