eightyseven
Ridiculous.
For some time now, I've never doubted that I was an FA. And not that I needed any sort of verification... but in reflecting upon traveling with my tour group for the past ten days, I came to the realization, however seemingly trite, that being an FA influences how I go about my life. I'm sure this fact is nothing new to many, but for me it was really comforting. I grew close to so many people on the trip, developing friendships and what not... but in practice it occurred to me post-facto that no matter the situation, I was always subconsciously drawn to the couple of big girls in the group. Without even thinking, it was those girls that I'd usually end up standing near when our guide stopped to talk about a specific place or story... and those same girls would be the ones I'd make conversation with or attempt to be funny/charming around. It was never outwardly obvious, but the fact that it was occurring affected me in a really positive, self-appreciating way. I don't know if anyone is understanding what I'm getting at... and I don't know if anyone else (the guys or the gals) have had some sort of similar/experience revelation... but I'm just happy thinking about it right now 
