gaininghandles
Member
Hi all-
I guess I have to admit that I am a long time lurker on here, but I was curious if anyone else has this experience.
As long as I can remember, I have been an FA and always wanted to gain weight. Over the past year I have gone from 155 to 180 and i am starting to grow a major gut since I am only 5'5.
However, I am conflicted, on one hand I find it extremely erotic. A few friends have commented and it always turns me on. The other hand makes me want to not gain and in fact lose the extra weight. Am I messed up or is this something you all have seen?
If you have dealt with this, I would greatly appreciate feedback on how you dealt with it?
I guess I have to admit that I am a long time lurker on here, but I was curious if anyone else has this experience.
As long as I can remember, I have been an FA and always wanted to gain weight. Over the past year I have gone from 155 to 180 and i am starting to grow a major gut since I am only 5'5.
However, I am conflicted, on one hand I find it extremely erotic. A few friends have commented and it always turns me on. The other hand makes me want to not gain and in fact lose the extra weight. Am I messed up or is this something you all have seen?
If you have dealt with this, I would greatly appreciate feedback on how you dealt with it?
