Sandie_Zitkus
In Rememberance
I'm having a hard time with my depression these days. And I am feeling like except for Wayne I don't matter.
I have no family I contact - for good reason - TOXIC.
I have no friends here in Colorado. All my friends are still in NJ or online.
I feel like my life is at a standstill while everyone else is moving forward.
I seriously think I'm not likeable.
I have a really hard time initiating contact with people online I like as I feel I have nothing to contribute to their lives.
I am horribly lonely.
*sigh*
I have no family I contact - for good reason - TOXIC.
I have no friends here in Colorado. All my friends are still in NJ or online.
I feel like my life is at a standstill while everyone else is moving forward.
I seriously think I'm not likeable.
I have a really hard time initiating contact with people online I like as I feel I have nothing to contribute to their lives.
I am horribly lonely.
*sigh*