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Ladyrose1952
Actually this is in answer to a question that I get asked all of the time here at home and on the internet and which is also a big one for me:
I have not dated anyone since my youngest daughter was concieved and she will be fourteen years old in June 2006.
I have no problem with answering questions, how else are people supposed to get to know one another?
As for broken hearts dear, I probably could write the book, so I understand that part of what so many other people have gone through only too well. That is probably why I haven't dated in so long because I couldn't bear that to happen to me again.
But staying home, hiding myself and my body from the world is not the answer either because this isn't good and I am so tired of being alone. You have to take chances otherwise you won't have any chance at all. I am so ready to give my LOVE, BODY and a COMMITMENT to a good man again! I want to explore all aspects of my sensuality that I have missed for so many years but there is so much more to a relationship than that. Dabbling in the unknown is exciting but unfulfilling if you don't connect with the right partner to do the exploring. I am a very sexual woman and would love to further my passions.
I have just come to the conclusion that I want to take that chance again because I just don't want to spend the rest of my remaining years alone.
One thing that you will realize about me, I am about as honest as I will always be. I am not one to lie or to present myself to be anything other than who and what I am and if a man doesn't want that sort of interaction with a woman like me, than he might need to look somewhere else as I have always been totally honest with who I am and I just couldn't be anything other than that. I don't intend on changing, I am too old and it is way too late for that, I am way too set in my ways at my age.
I am very serious in finding a man that I can spend the rest of my life LOVING. I just never thought of myself as hiding and being dishonest with who I am because of my size. I just have always bought and have worn clothes that were at least two sizes to big for me to hide my ampleness from men. And to tell you the truth, I just don't know what I have been hiding from all of these years except I have been hiding from myself.
That is why I say to you. If I want Honesty, Sencerity and don't play those stupid games with a person's Emotions, Body and Mind, then I need to stay out of hiding. I am furthering my exploration and searching for that loving man that I want to fullfill my needs emotionally and sexually because that is exactly what I am all about. How can anyone really get to know another, become intimately envolved and in time actually meet that person face to face and not be honest from the very beginning of any corrispondance here on the internet or anywhere else in this world if you are not honest with yourself first? You can't be dishonest with anyone and actually think that you can get away with it for long bacause you are being dishonest about who you are to yourself. I think that from that dishonesty all of the divorces that happen today are because that couple wasn't open and honest with eachother from the very start. It is like anything else, in time, all things come to the surface and some people don't like what they find out. So you have no possible chance of LOVE, HONOR and a LONG LASTING relationship with your partner in the end. You will always crave that closeness with a man/woman but you will never achieve it until you know who you are in the first place. To many people give great advice but don't practise what they preach. I have seen a lot of this here and in many other boards. Although Dimensions is so much more honest and up front than many of the other's I visit. There are some that are still in denial about who they are and what they really crave to complete Life and Love and/or both.
If we were honest from the very beginning, why are we still alone? It is because we only pretended to be honest to suit someone else and weren't honest with ourselves. I for one don't want to be like that anymore.
Can I get anymore open and forward than that my dear members?
How do you present yourself for the first time in any relationship either on or off of the internet, at work, in romance or any way that you come in contact with another human being?
Just what gives you that particular drive to keep looking for that happiness?
How long has it been since you had a date?
I have not dated anyone since my youngest daughter was concieved and she will be fourteen years old in June 2006.
I have no problem with answering questions, how else are people supposed to get to know one another?
As for broken hearts dear, I probably could write the book, so I understand that part of what so many other people have gone through only too well. That is probably why I haven't dated in so long because I couldn't bear that to happen to me again.
But staying home, hiding myself and my body from the world is not the answer either because this isn't good and I am so tired of being alone. You have to take chances otherwise you won't have any chance at all. I am so ready to give my LOVE, BODY and a COMMITMENT to a good man again! I want to explore all aspects of my sensuality that I have missed for so many years but there is so much more to a relationship than that. Dabbling in the unknown is exciting but unfulfilling if you don't connect with the right partner to do the exploring. I am a very sexual woman and would love to further my passions.
I have just come to the conclusion that I want to take that chance again because I just don't want to spend the rest of my remaining years alone.
One thing that you will realize about me, I am about as honest as I will always be. I am not one to lie or to present myself to be anything other than who and what I am and if a man doesn't want that sort of interaction with a woman like me, than he might need to look somewhere else as I have always been totally honest with who I am and I just couldn't be anything other than that. I don't intend on changing, I am too old and it is way too late for that, I am way too set in my ways at my age.
I am very serious in finding a man that I can spend the rest of my life LOVING. I just never thought of myself as hiding and being dishonest with who I am because of my size. I just have always bought and have worn clothes that were at least two sizes to big for me to hide my ampleness from men. And to tell you the truth, I just don't know what I have been hiding from all of these years except I have been hiding from myself.
That is why I say to you. If I want Honesty, Sencerity and don't play those stupid games with a person's Emotions, Body and Mind, then I need to stay out of hiding. I am furthering my exploration and searching for that loving man that I want to fullfill my needs emotionally and sexually because that is exactly what I am all about. How can anyone really get to know another, become intimately envolved and in time actually meet that person face to face and not be honest from the very beginning of any corrispondance here on the internet or anywhere else in this world if you are not honest with yourself first? You can't be dishonest with anyone and actually think that you can get away with it for long bacause you are being dishonest about who you are to yourself. I think that from that dishonesty all of the divorces that happen today are because that couple wasn't open and honest with eachother from the very start. It is like anything else, in time, all things come to the surface and some people don't like what they find out. So you have no possible chance of LOVE, HONOR and a LONG LASTING relationship with your partner in the end. You will always crave that closeness with a man/woman but you will never achieve it until you know who you are in the first place. To many people give great advice but don't practise what they preach. I have seen a lot of this here and in many other boards. Although Dimensions is so much more honest and up front than many of the other's I visit. There are some that are still in denial about who they are and what they really crave to complete Life and Love and/or both.
If we were honest from the very beginning, why are we still alone? It is because we only pretended to be honest to suit someone else and weren't honest with ourselves. I for one don't want to be like that anymore.
Can I get anymore open and forward than that my dear members?
How do you present yourself for the first time in any relationship either on or off of the internet, at work, in romance or any way that you come in contact with another human being?
Just what gives you that particular drive to keep looking for that happiness?
