I hate my body.. want to gain so badly..

[Lalique]

I have written the same messages here over the past years, Im so conflicted, so miserable, so sad in my body. I so badly want to gain, but I don`t seem to have the courage..

Im posting this photo only for my own sake. I wish I can come back and see this when I finally made. I want to be a big girl and this year I need to see it happen.

Please forgive me if Im offending somebody with this pic.. :blush:
Im not posting it for compliments because I hate what I look like...

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