growingrowing
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i've gradually put on weight over the past several months, since i've been in a relationship. at first i was complaining about it, and my b/f kept saying he didn't notice, i was beautiful, etc. well, i recently turned a corner---none of my clothes are fitting, etc--and he finally admitted that he's noticed and he "doesnt mind at all" and didn't want to upset me by saying he'd noticed before.
i have found myself consistently more and more turned on as i get heavier, and i suspect my b/f feels the same. i told him about feederism in sort of a light, jokey way, and i think it stuck with him. sex is better than ever, he's always squidging my new fat and very subtly encouraging me to eat/putting my favorite foods in front of me/asking if i'm hungry, etc. the whole thing is really turning me on. i'm purposely wearing clothes i wore when we met that i'm bursting out of, and i go out of my way to look extra big---unthinkable to me in the old days, when i was weight-obsessed! the scary thing is i gain weight really fast, it's snowy and cold out and i can't think of exercising, and it's becoming very erotic. i just want to make sure i'm totally on board with this before i get so big i can't go back.
my question also, is does it sound like my b/f is becoming a feeder? i think he's surprised at how much he likes it---he doesnt have a history of being with fat girls. oh--and during sex, he likes me to get on top of him so that i "ooze" and "cover" him with my fat "hanging off the sides" of him---his words.
thanks for any insight.
gg
i have found myself consistently more and more turned on as i get heavier, and i suspect my b/f feels the same. i told him about feederism in sort of a light, jokey way, and i think it stuck with him. sex is better than ever, he's always squidging my new fat and very subtly encouraging me to eat/putting my favorite foods in front of me/asking if i'm hungry, etc. the whole thing is really turning me on. i'm purposely wearing clothes i wore when we met that i'm bursting out of, and i go out of my way to look extra big---unthinkable to me in the old days, when i was weight-obsessed! the scary thing is i gain weight really fast, it's snowy and cold out and i can't think of exercising, and it's becoming very erotic. i just want to make sure i'm totally on board with this before i get so big i can't go back.
my question also, is does it sound like my b/f is becoming a feeder? i think he's surprised at how much he likes it---he doesnt have a history of being with fat girls. oh--and during sex, he likes me to get on top of him so that i "ooze" and "cover" him with my fat "hanging off the sides" of him---his words.
thanks for any insight.
gg
