I wanted to let everyone know that Jae also posted another short video clip on youtube to clarify some of her thoughts and feelings regarding weight gain and feederism and her relationship with her husband. think it is helpful to help understand her position. Would love to her more from her as it sounds like she wasn't happy or comfortable at over 400 lbs., and after losing some weight, feels much better. love to hear from you Jae. you are fantastic in my book.