I am a confused man. I take extremely good care of my body. 6'1" 205 and I keep around 7-9 percent body fat on me. I spend 7-10 hours a week exercising. I also have a really good job. For my entire life I've dated thin women, my last chick was blonde dietician, 5'6" 120. I consider myself a good looking man, and I've allways thought that I needed a thin blonde barbie by my side. But lately I've been very hard on myself because I'm never happy. I want a 'pretty' heavier gal. I want a girl with hips that are atleast 12 inches wider than the waist, with a thin face, who is pushing 250 but under 250, and stands around 5'6. If anyone thinks that is too much to ask for, let me know. I'm just testing the water. I'd love feedback on this.